Well friends, the space adventurer has landed here tonight after another gruelling weekend of intrigue, despair, and betrayal. The deepest darkest depths of the soul mapped out before my eyes like a Childs dot to dot, merely making the truth more obvious….

As you are all aware, Saturday I made the trip to Liverpool in honour of Simon’s birthday, and as you are also aware I had misgivings about the whole thing considering the last time I went, it didn’t really sell the place to me. In fact, twas the first time in over three years that I had been on a night out there at all. I agreed to go this time as well, as stupid as it sounds you have to give things a second chance, maybe even third and forth. And it was a chance to see some of the people I had fobbed off before and see if in fact if they could stand me in a public setting and I them.

This time I also had backup in the form of Natalie, and in case you are wondering, yes I am seeing her a lot and I consider myself off the market for the time being. I care for her a great deal (maybe putting that lightly and when I asked her if she wanted to go, she was more than happy to go with me, it seems it doesn’t matter what we do, she just wants to be with me.

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